It is very quiet in my house this morning, that is unusual. The little ones are off to school. The teenager's are still sleeping, and the tween has a friend over, and is occupied. Praise the Lord for silence, it is a gift, though not given often. For once I am not rushed to run someone somewhere, or feeling the pressure of a work deadline. I am thinking about things like planting flowers, and going to a friends house for a knitting lesson. I love that life has so many interesting facets. I love it even more when I have a breather, when I can think about the things that bring me joy, and fill up my spirit. Creative things tend to do that for me. When I have time to scrapbook, or design a piece of jewelry, when I have time to learn to knit, or get into a really good book. Those are small pleasures that get ignored much of the time as I race about life. We need darkness to appreciate the sun, we need cold to appreciate warmth, we need craziness to appreciate peace. I very much appreciate the peace of listening to the peacock's squawk, and my dog snore, as I take a moment to take inventory of my day. Life is good.
I enter this new week a little tired, but smiling. Why? No drama this weekend. We had sunshine, and sports, and cuddle time--- less the drama. Most families don't experience the intense level of emotions that the Rhodes clan does. Sure, they have the hectic life of families, perhaps some fighting, the normal mess--- perhaps a little teen hormone induced drama....but we have drama of a different kind in our house. The kind of drama caused by a brain that is shooting off crazy chemicals induced by years of trauma. When our son Victor is home, the whole world is a great big land mine. Saying the wrong thing, calling him out on behavior, or even suggesting that he not eat a 4th serving of ice cream can cause the the peace to recede, and for chaos to ensue. He is now in a boarding school for kids with emotional issues. As sad as it is that our family isn't all together--- I must admit that the peace in our household is a welcome blessing. We are learning more and more
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