As two of my babies are entering the fun season of girls and rebellion (not yet, but I am anticipating the fun to come), I have to laugh at the weird season of life I am in. I spent an afternoon at Mommy & Me playing with puppets, singing Teensy Weensy Spider, and getting paint all over my outfit. It really is kind of comical. I have one son in high school, one soon to follow, one in elementary school, and one in pre-school. I don't know if I should be finding myself, seeking playdates, or studying up on college entrance requirements. Fortunately for me, I am not afraid of change. In fact, I have been accused of seeking out life complications when things seem too calm. I take on some huge challenge just when things start to get manageable. Some day this will make a really funny book. Oh, and tonight I had coffee with a friend and her gorgeous 17 year old daughter, and her beautiful 2 year old daughter-- like minds connect!
I am a girl with strong faith. Strong, blind, childlike faith. My atheist friends are bewildered by it. They cannot understand how such a smart woman would believe such "nonsense". I have no explanation other than, I just do. I preface this post with that statement because, you won't find me quoting scripture here. Though I would if I were more confident in my ability to do so competently. I do not have that confidence, never have. I am a believer. My belief has been nurtured by life experience, by answered prayers, by constant evidence that God cares about me. I see his hand in big things and small. I look to him for guidance and help in all things. I am not a Biblical scholar. I have always been somewhat insecure about that. I am bolstered up by the words of a Godly woman much wiser than I who assures me that "I am living my walk out loud". My faith is not in my knowledge of the scripture, but in the...
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